I dunno, what I feel, -
I always think of u...
I think it is my deal - 
My deal, for knowing u...


I dunno, how to be,
I don"t want to be free...
I wanna be ur slave
Until my time in grave..



I dunno, why I wanna say
All that in my heart lay...
Why, it"s hard to face the day?
Why, u kiss all sanity away?!


I dunno, I"ve lost my mind,
And it is so hard to find,
To find just sense, just aim in life...
This muse hurts me as a knife.....



I am among my fears...
And there"s a storm in my heart...
I know that we cant be apart...
I need u, I"m missing u, but...


But I"m lost in my feelings...
I cant find way to the light...
But I", strong, I will fight,
And I promises, I will be all right....

(06.12.04)