I cut my wrists with the razor blade,
I have no dreams, I have no fate;
I'm so alone in my world.
I stop my heart with the bitter pills,
There are only debts and the unpaid bills.
Love cannot save me anymore.
I feel so freaking bad,
I've lost my hollow head;
My heart has stopped.
My soul will never reach the kingdom in the clouds.
The fiend keeps whispering my name,
I see his face in the spurts of flame.
My life's so goddamn mad,
I feel like I've been dead
Since I was born.
I have become a breathless corpse, a worthless worm.
This ocean's deep and I can't swim,
I drown in my own bloodstream.