Wherever I go, your ghost follows me;
Whenever I sleep, your eyes haunt my dreams.
You can't figure out: we're like the fall and the spring.
The difference stands between us like the deep.
You treated me like no one did before.
You wanted just fun; I needed much more.
I searched for your love and found dirty sex;
You gave love for night; I sought love to death.
Whatever I think, my thoughts are with you;
Though you are so rough, I still can't break through.
Whenever we fuck, you invent something new.
I still love you, I do, but you don't love me too.
I truly believed that we could be one.
But now I just fear the beast you've become.
I leave all the pain at the door I have closed.
I said "goodbye", and got overdosed.
The black and the white;
The day and the night,
Just you and I,
Just you and I.
The peace and the war;
The sea and the shore.
The friend, the foe.
I've shut the door.