If I lose my mind,
I just want to try
To recollect my crumbled life.
Now I feel your knives,
So, I'm sure, I won't survive.
When I look inside
Your envenomed eyes,
I clearly see the stains of grime.
Many years have gone,
I still hear your creaky songs.
One more step to the edge of life,
Just one step to lose my mind,
Just one step to end it all.
I don't crave the endless run,
You've caught me in your web of scum.
All my life is just a flaw.
Everything that begins has its end;
Everything is just a dream burnt in flames.
Put a spell on me,
Make me feel unreal.
I know you have the lethal sting.
Crush me like a nit,
I won't worship your warped greed.
Break me and conceal
All your dirty deeds.
I've felt no freedom through your fears.
You will leave the field
As your era turns to grit...