My new life won't come today;
I still beg for yesterday;
There I was so young and bright,
Now I turned to be a slime.

Time is over, time has gone;
Now I have to take a gun,
I just have to shoot myself -
There's no way out of my hell.

There's no air inside my lungs; 
Suicide is all I've found
In the place you'll never be;
My emotions set me free.

Death calls me; don't let me go;
I'm alive while you give hope.
In the desert of my doom,
Only you can make me bloom.

Driving down the road to hell;
I still hope to find myself.
If you dare to ride with me,
You must learn the rules, my dear.

Inflammation in my brain
Always brings a lot of pain.
Maybe I deserve to die,
Death will grant another life.