Today I wanted to share with you my latest experience
Sunday evening I came back from the 5 day holidays
in Egypt - took advanced PADI course. I was together
with 2 guys from the diving course that I started in
>January.
>Was congratulating myself with good start - last year
>I was alone in Turkey, this year I am a kind of "group
>memeber" already. Good feeling (even thugh I did not
>mamanage to establish close relationships with the guy
>I liked)- there are some time in front to try to do
>this - we plan to meet all togethr from time to time.
>
>Have you tried diving yourself? I think it is one of
>the most pleasant things one can imagine. Several
>times I asked myself whether I am still on the same
>planet, but after I saw coral gardens in the sky (it
>was a clowdy day), I realized that Wind and Sun are
>everywhere where humans are(in the water, in the sky,
>in our destinies) and they do make this planet look
>similar for us in spite of the great diversity that we
>see by our eyes.
>I was really willing to share what I felt, saw and
>thought about this but only some small part of it was
>discused between us. Its' pity but normal I guess -
>today on the street I felt like in the sea again - we,
>people living in modern world are all like divers -
>foreign to the environment they are in and thus,
>alone. This is why we admire fish, trees, flowers and
>primitive nations living in woods - they are in
>harmony with the environment and (therefore) with
>themselves.
>I need to find a way to be native to this life like
>those fishes and corals I saw. Do you think it is
>possible?
>Maybe it comes with age? I will very soon be 29 and
>feel like getting adult slowly.
Now am 29 for 4 month already.
Found love and lost it.
Its' so common, so painful and so ... useful.
But I was native to this life for 3 weeks!!! Yes, the girl did manage! Write me, Mattew? how is you new-born marriage going on?